I try not to be grudge holder. I would like to be known as forgiving person. I like being a forgiving person because it's liberating. It's breaks the holds that the past has on you.
But sometimes those things sneak up on you. Even after you think that you're good, you reveal for yourself that that's not quite the whole story.
I don't like it. It's not a good look on me. I working my way toward being good. I have to be able to see the good changes in a person. I have to believe in good hearts and i have to look for good, even if it's hard to find, and sometimes it is.
So far, if advent has taught me anything...in whole...5(?) days that we've been hanging out. Is that it's easy to see that things are jacked up and that people are so, so broken.
You can either be a bystander or a part of the solution. Being an active participant in making life better for yourself and other people begins with good intentions and baby steps.
I know what i kind of person i want to continue to become.
i'm going to try to write more this weekend...like something more significant and with more substance....but the end of the semester is coming so....there these might be short and pithy until christmas break.
i'm trying. I forgot what a commitment writing every day is.
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