I did not write yesterday, and I actually feel bad about it. Tonight, though,  I know I have to write something, but coming up with it on the fly is hard sometimes, because well...my brain is tired.

So I'm going to give you a list of things...

1. Every day in my 3rd hour class, a boy named Justin asked me if i'm "rattled" and it make me laugh every all the time.

2. The 9th graders have a piece of my heart. I adore them. every last one of them.

3. There are times when i think about what would happen if there was an intruder in our school. I think about it more than i should probably, but i know that if it were to happen, I would take a bullet (or many) for those kids.  Because I love them but also because I believe in Jesus.

4. I am so into Advent.

5. I would really like it to snow. Like big, fluffy, snow globe flakes.

6. i wanna go ice skating.

7. i am so excited for christmas, it's ridiculous.

8. i just want to bake cookies and sit around in my jimmies and listen to good music

9. I miss Sam and Julia

10.  I don't miss a lot of things i thought i would

11.  Turns out that sometimes i'm selfish and I want to keep my friend(s) to myself.

12. I don't understand where that comes from. i'm not normally like that.

13. I peel off my nail polish when i feel anxious

14. I've almost made it through 1 semester of school.

15. I really, really do love kids. So much.

16. I like going to church again. (but like i'm not going to admit that to some people for a minute)

17. SISTERS COMES OUT IN ONE WEEK.

18. Someones took my Yes, Please book and i don't know who it is. I'm tempted to just buy a new one.

19. I have been unreasonably emotional lately. So many feelings.

20.  Sometimes my reaction to life just surprise me.