This blogging thing is actually doing good things for my soul. I know I'm not a great writer and that most posts are chuck full of angst and melodrama but my thoughts are all kinda getting in line behind each other and taking turns getting the spot light, which is nice because most of the time they are all yelling at the same time and then I get real anxious about it.
And really, I don't write for anyone but myself anyway.
So. get off me.
Tomorrow I'm gonna Rollerblade. it should probably be a spectator event. I feel like it'll probably be laugh worthy.
I'm also going to creative team tomorrow with a new attitude and with some issues resolved. I like that. I feel like I'm going back home. I don't stay mad for long, but i might take awhile for me to really find my place there again.
and maybe i never will. I've been reading a lot, lately, and I have a lot of ideas and opinions. I think a lot of them are good and valid, and right now I'm in a dreaming phase. I want to dream big things and make a plans.
Then i want to kick down some doors and make it happen. I don't wanna waste anymore time. We're talking about people who need us like....5 years a go....and we're talking about peoples souls and value and we need to start making things happen.
In other news. I got to play with a baby today for about 3 hours. She's just the cutest thing ever. I LOVE HER. So that was fun. Also still listening to "chasing the sun" on repeat.
Julia and Emma leave in less than a month. I have not processed that. So excited for them, their futures are bright. love those starfish.
Currently reading "Love Does" it's so great. so great. It might be one of my faves. We'll see. I'm gettin real passionate about it and I'm only like 50 pages in.
I'm sleepy.
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