Leaving is easier when you get to where you're going there are people who are wait. Excited to love you. Excited to see you. Excited to hear about your adventures when you were away.
I am so beyond thankful for the people who love me. who let me discover hard truths with soft places to land. Tonight, after a really great time in my hometown, I came back to my here home, and all the faces i i love. The faces that after being away from for 5 days. i missed. and much like my parents, when i see them....i just feel like everything's just gonna be ok.
I've had some hard chats. The kind that makes your insides do somersaults because it involves a lot of humbling. All i can say, is I always try, sometimes i fail miserably, and sometimes people get hurt in the process, and then I have to apologize.
and unfortunately, in living life, you get kinda banged up. I mean, if you're doing it right, and in the process you lean a lot. and do better next time because you can't do better if you don't know better.
Anyway, coming back to the grove and to my people was beautiful. I love them so much. The unexpected, and the unlikely, are quickly become the most amazing things in my life. And somehow i always get the better end of the bargin.
Here as much as there, i feel found and safe and happy and i have the freedom to freak out, figure it out, and fix what need fixing. I feel like not everyone gets those kinds of people who listen, and tell you the truth and hug you when you need huggin'.
compasses and anchors.
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