I mean all I want to do right now is recap 2013 but i'm not ready quite yet.

I will say this, though, everything is kind of a mess but it the most amazing sort of way. There's lots of getting back to roots and branching out and finding the people who make you better.

And there's a just a lot becoming and returning and blossoming. So much so that i can't resent the journey, even a little.

I am more me than i ever have been and i've found a tribe of weirdos that let me be just that.

and as i type this i am dreaming big and setting the bar high on the next year in an open hand kind of way.

I'm so thankful for my family. Those people who make me better, love me not matter what and show me the way.

so blessed.