We got a lot to learn, but God knows we're worth it....

 

remember when these were the people i loved the most, and now i'm don't know how to know them like i did.

 

I miss them the most on Sunday nights. I miss "family dinner" and wine and good food we'd make together. and laughing. so much laughing.

 

i've decided though, that just because you miss something, doesn't mean that you can't be perfectly happy with the way things are now. I just really like that part of my life then.

 

And i'm learning, that while i've walked out on a lot of people, and they didn't chase after me, they're probably still worth the effort...so i'm going to figure out which ones are worth the effort.

 

Today was a good day. I feel like i'm where i'm supposed to be. i feel like some weight has been lifted off my shoulders and that i'm kind of starting to remember what its like to have my own life and do things just because i want to, or that are completely selfish because sometimes it gets exhausting thinking of everyone else first when i know that the majority of the people in life do not think about me first

 

nor should they, i'm kind of excited for the day, though, that i'm someone's somebody and i get factored into...something....