when you get worried, i'll be your solider.....

They make scented nail polish. There is a coppery brown sparkly color that is called "beachy" and IT SMELLS LIKE SUNTAN LOTION AND SAND,

and it took all my self control and the realization that i have no money until Monday for me to not buy it. I mean it's Revlon, so it'll probably chip and it probably is scented for exactly 3 seconds, but it still kinda smells like the island, and you all know how i feel about smellin' like the island.

I mean. for real. But, on Monday when i actually do get paid i will prompt go to target and buy the purple nail polish that is beautiful and perfect. I can't even.

i'm supposed to be working right now, well...not really, but i came to this coffee shop to work and instead i'm pinteresting and make yet another play list. i literally have no motivation whatsoever.

Also, i have blood today it was uneventful, but as i perusing Target today, i felt slightly light headed, a not so subtle reminder that i am not 17 anymore.

Also there are a million 12 years old here right now. so many yoga pants and coolers.

Been listening to "i wanna dance with somebody" non stop since i arrived.  Gotta work the children's desk tonight. I kind of like doing it, it's kinda fun....too bad i have to be there for whole service...it's a chance to get work done, anyway, so...that's how i'm gonna spin it.

Today is a beautiful day. the sun is out. the snow is melting. Spring is poking through and we're all still alive....so why no be anything but happy? It all happens too quickly and is gone too soon to not enjoy every single ray of sunshine that's out there.

so...i'll probably go drive through some puddles. Adult puddle jumping.

I miss eau claire. i feel ansty. I need to do more. my hands need to be much dirtier than they are, i've had time to recover now it's time to start building again.

so...let's get out the tools.

also... I'M BUYING DAVE BARNES TICKETS THIS WEEK. look out world, i'm unstoppable.