If I'm being honest, there are days, when i feel like I've completely given up on lots of things. There are days when i lose the comparison war and i feel like everyone is just better.
There are days when I feel really good about what i left behind, and turning around isn't hard. Then there are days when i remember being the everyone's favorite, being invited to things, and helping planning things.
At one point, i had an opinion that was good and that mattered. I used to be good. I used to be a go to.
Everyone used to like me but it came at a price i finally got tired of paying.
And today, i just makes me real bummed out.
Mostly, because the moment i think i've arrived, something inevitably happens to throw a wrench in my plans.
and i'm feeling a little rejected....well, a lot rejected. But you just gotta roll with it, you know?
i'm not chasing anyone, either.
cool. here's to tuesday being beautiful.
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