whatever the season, well, we'll keep on breathing because we'll have each other to hold.....

Parenthood makes me have all the feels.

I can't believe i just typed that sentence and meant 100% of it. Social media is breaking my brain. 

#ineedtospendlesstimeonit 

see, i can't help it. 

Today, i got my hair cut. I feel okay about it because hair grows back and sometimes i just get impulsive and i cut my hair because i can control that.

Speaking of control. My skin is out of it. It's lost its damn mind and i have no idea how to regin it in. 

Well, yeah, there at lot of underlying issues in that one thought. 

overall, i had a great day, it was beautiful, i had a good day at work and my hair doesn't suck also parenthood. and hollywood game night, and i just feel kinda great.

I keep thinking about melissa. Ugh. i hate that. I feel like i need to check in on her, which is annoying, but again....it doesn't cost anything to be nice. And, we've always said that we can sense when the other isn't ok, even though distances and time have separated us....so...if i'm getting a sense..i should probably check. 

And....apparently, i'm really super unaware of what i say, how i say it, and my body language...because apparently people don't understand me and i'm making everyone feel bad. 

and i don't know how to be different. and i'm not sure what to do about it....which makes me feel bad and kinda puts a damper on my day. 

OH. HAVE I MENTIONED DAVE BARNES WILL BE HERE IN MAY? I'M DYING. i need to find someone to go with me. i don't think lisa will go, she did not sound into it at all....

maybe i'll ask Melissa. 

wait, what? what is happening. 

i feel like a sailboat. 

ben rector. look him up.