I have no boundries, call me a gyspy.....

Sometimes I'm dumb and i feel like a gypsy and like things are about to change.

And I'm not about that life.

and my birthday's in a week and half so really great time to reflect on everything that hasn't happened.

So, we're adding another person to the house. It's absolutely the right thing to do. It's what we are called to do for sure, and She's super sweet and needs love and support and a community.

I believe all of that.

But it comes at sacrifice and the only child in me is not having it. it's JUST STUFF. i know that. I really, really do.  I'm usually so good at sharing but when it comes to my people, i don't wanna share.

and it's less about sharing and more about our dynamic changing, our relationship changing and this fear of being replaced or a season being over...or....something.

so i need to get to a place where i'm cool with all of it, and i will. Today, i'm just not there.