Silence is the loudest parting word you'll never say....

My head is full.  to the tippy. tippy. top. and as a result, i just looooooose it. and really, you'd understand completely if i upacked it for you. 

So many thoughts. So many questions. So many prayers. 

so much to say. 

But there are hearts and relationships to be considered. and protected. 

Anyway. i'll try harder. i'll be better. 

I say that a lot, and failing miserably at least means i'm trying. 

Anyway. St. Paul was the best part of yesterday, went to some of my fave stops and i drank a truck load of coffee and read a bunch...even though i was crabby and confused and a little sad...that city just does the best things for my soul. 

Anthro on wednesday. I think Anthro Wednesday should be a quarterly thing, or more frequent if you're life in a cluster. 

I've literally turned this blog into tumblr. most of my thoughts should never be seen. 

eh, whatever.

As I type, my friend Laura just texted me that one of the boys i had a MAJOR crush on in high school....like wanted to marry him....died today. 

What? i can't even wrap my mind around that. He had a 2 or 3 year old daughter and his wife is pregnant. so sad. 

well...here's to a week where i'm not a horrible friend or person. 

God, work your magic on me, please.