My mom knows exactly how to make me feel terrible, but pay attention too.

i am still not very good at balancing my heart being in two places.

And i'm stubborn.

and my heart hurts about all of it.

one day, I'll get it figured out. I'll find away to make everyone happy, myself included.

One day, i'll be a real adult.

One day, I wont be disappointing.

One day.....