ok. i give in.

What exactly am I supposed to learn, or who am i supposed to meet, or how am i supposed to change in order to be able to pass Go.

I mean, really, i'm asking for real.

and i'm not sure if you hear my question but it hasn't changed and i still don't have an answer. Now suddenly, i feel my foundation shakin' like it's all gonna bust a part.

or maybe that's the point.

i don't know if i'm ready to say goodbye yet, but i'm not sure i'm willing to sit around, either.

i would like a road map or a hint.

how many gold coins do i need to unlock that?

I keep asking and i feel like you keep saying "not yet" and i dont' know what that means or why.

am i hearing you right?

I'm not seeing these big plans you got for me but i'm not convinced that this is it.

and i dont know how else to adjust my eyes to see them.

so help.

amen.