I think that in feeling a lot of things at once, I feel nothing. It's almost like all the feelings have canceled each other out and i'm just....here.

And i think my sense of direction must be a little off because as of late all roads lead to dead ends.

so, maybe I  need a new map. 

And if I'm being honest, I'm a little dramatic because I feel like i'm being phased out of something that is a huge part of me. and my feelings are hurt. and i'm being a baby about it.

So. i'm not sure. about anything really. and that's the best i can do for now.

And seeking wise council doesn't seem to be working. 

and well, praying about it has gotten me no where.

so that's fun. and frustrtaing.

and i'm sad. and i don't like being sad.

so there's that.