sometimes i feel really lost. like I'm just kinda floating from one place to the other with no destination in mind, really.
and OK. I'm a little bit crazy about relationships and community. And, as long as I'm being honest, i' like being a favorite. The favorite, really. The Best of the best friends. So when i don't have that or when i don't feel like that....i kind of get all anxious.
So, i guess my fall from my self-perceived pedestal has happened. I'm no longer the favorite and I'm no longer anyone's best friend....and i don't have siblings...so....i feel super un-affirmed
anyway, the crazier thing....if there can be one...is that I'm surrounded by people who love in the best way you can love someone. love in the truest sense of the word....and sometimes....that's just not enough
so...what in the world do you do with that.
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