I'm learning quickly that just because you work at a church...doesn't mean you aspire to be like Jesus.
I'm learning that watching someone you love get hurt, is almost worse than having it happen to you because all you want to do is transfer their pain to you, so they don't have to be sad.
I'm learning that i suck at forgiving people who have hurt me, or have hurt people i care deeply about, even if i love the person whose done the hurting.
I'm not super great at letting people off the hook.
I'm wondering when to speak into situations......mostly i've kept my mouth shut....but i don't know if that's gonna work.
i'm sleepy. i'm not in my own bed and today is yet another day of people being disappointing, but also learning how deep my loyalty runs.
i'll cut a bitch.
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