Friday, June 10, 2011

i'd rather speak honestly and wear a tattered heart on my sleeve....

Let me just start off with a general annoyance: Grocery bags. Grocery bags and just a giant pain in the butt. First, they are getting smaller, and i don't understand why. Also, i really don't understand why they even make bags without handles now, but they do. So you end up standing at the end of the lane while food is getting smashed together on the belt figuring out whether to use the bags without handles or use 1989 bags with handles just causes unneeded stress when packing bags. ugh. 

Now that bags are smaller, you need to use more of them, or jam more in a bag which makes it too heavy and causes it to rip and all our things fly everywhere....which then makes you curse to yourself and maybe even out loud which then causes random passersby to look at you. There has to be a more efficient way. 

Another annoyance, while we are on the subject. How to survive for the next 4 days on 11 dollars. I'm willing to bet it's not even possible. However, this lack of money allows me to continue on my current anti-social phase, which i find completely annoying. For some reason, i just have no desire to go out/meet new people. 

this poses a problem if i ever hope to find a husband. I'm 26, i should be out having fun and leaving the lazying around for when i'm married/pregnant/in my 40's. however, for now i'm completely fine with being a homebody. I hope as the weather gets nicer and there are things to do, i snap out of it. 

Also, it's cold out today, which i'm actually really ok with. I'm curled up in a blanket with some coffee and listening to "hometown glory" and "one and only" on repeat being really happy with the fact that i'm here....here meaning sitting on my couch, in st. paul,  and going even further to say this "point" in my life. 

I have a strange appreciation for simplicity lately, and today is perfect.  

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